I'm having one of those times again.. Where I just want to disappear.. My life so far is great... 

At school.

My school is my break from all the problems at home.. All the fights. The screams and tears that I keep inside.

I have sleepless nights. Again.

I feel fat.. When I eat I want to puke. To get it all out. I fell disgusting. Ugly. Never good enough.

Thinking ; ''Where did I put my razor blade?''